Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Vibeke Fanfic- Kinda follows up with my story: Lost ( thats also on the blog)

                                                            5 years later


Miss Stene” the intercom crackled.
“Ja
Please report to the office
On my way”

Vibeke glanced around the 5A classroom. This was her good class so she knew that they would be quiet while she was gone.

Vibeke quickly trotted through the school corridors.
Her classroom was situated at the East wing and it was very far to walk all the way to the West wing especially in the coming months. She knew she would dread this long walk.

Though now it was quiet and she could hear every teacher’s voice. Giving instructions, reading from a book. Even yelling to a ungodly child.
“Ungodly” That’s what miss Haupflich calls all children. 
Miss Haupflich is the school headmistress. A real snob if you’d ask me.

She hates all children and they hate her.
Lord knows why she ever became a teacher.

Miss Haupflich” Vibeke sighed.

Thinking of her big red lips that move but never say anything interesting. (Or nice) Her hands dried out over hundreds of years living on earth. Her big scary vampire teeth that chomp at you from time to time.

Well that’s how the kids describe her. Vibeke thought it to be quite accurate.

Some of the nicknames were. Miss Troll, Lord Haupflich –reference to Lord Sauron of the Lord of the Rings and her personal favorite No Hope-Flich. Because the kids knew if Haupflich had an eye on you their was no Hope for you.

Vibeke finally passed the last of the classrooms and went through the school hall. That led into the foyer (very grand with marble tiles, a fountain and the walls painted in purple because it is the color of being rich and royal.)

There in the corner of all the grand foyer was a small window were the secretary sat.

Vibeke knocked on the window (but only lightly) because she saw that the secretary was lost in all of her paperwork and the telephone line was tangled around her neck and arm.

Struggling to break free the secretary gave Vibeke a Merciful look and pressed a button with her nose.

Vibeke felt sorry for her and wanted to help but the secretary explained that she was too proud for that and suddenly a door clicked open.

The door was almost hidden and only a few teachers (those who usually get fired) have been in the principals office. It was hidden (probably from the parents so that they don’t know were to go to if they want to complain.)

Vibeke knew where the office was but only because she had seen Mr. Griffis sneak into it a couple of times.

She slowly took her few remaining steps to the secret door and opened it slowly.
The door cracked loudly and it seemed to Vibeke –the slower she opened the door the more noise it made. She took a leap of faith and stepped unto whatever was on the other side. She closed the door and automatically a light went on. It was a very small and narrow hallway and the ceiling also felt lower. With her head almost touching it. She felt trapped.

Come in Miss Stene.”
Vibeke jumped at the voice and felt her heart beating faster in her chest

There was another door at the end of the hallway. But this time it was opened by the principal. It did not crack. There was no noise. Everything didn’t seem so scary anymore.

She greeted the headmistress and walked into a lovely office.
It had a clear view of the mountains and the front garden. Everything looked so green and alive. The office was decorated beautifully with paintings (paintings of flowers, mountains and fjords) nothing depressing. The office also looked like it had just been repainted a bright yellow. That shouted “hug me” to anyone that entered. The red carpet complimented the yellow walls well and everything felt so warm, inviting and friendly.

Please sit down”
“Thank you”
The headmistress motioned to a chair and Vibeke sat down neatly.

Tea?”
Vibeke nodded and the principal stood up to make some.
I would’ve said coffee but I know that it is not accustom to drink it. Well, I mean you are not aloud to drink it. But I can’t stop you.”
She paused.
If you really want I can make you some coffee. I won’t judge you or anything.”

Vibeke gave a small giggle. She had stopped drinking coffee quite awhile ago.
4 months to be more or less precise.

“No thank you. Tea would be lovely.”

Miss Haupflich gave a faint grin but it was the closest that Vibeke had come to see her smile.

“I remember when I had mine.”
Oh” Vibeke was taken aback.
You had a child?”

“Well, no. Not quite. I lost her in a car accident in my 7th month.”
Vibeke was shocked at the image but also because the teacher was opening up to her. Well maybe not totally but she was definitively showing emotion.

I’m so sorry. I hadn’t known.”
“She would’ve been 26 years old.” Miss Haupflich stared outside the window.

Vibeke felt the blanket of depression swaying in on their conversation.
The principal handed the warm tea to the young teacher and went to her own table to sit in her great big chair.

Is she kicking?”
Vibeke’s head jerked up.
“No, not yet. There are small flutters but not yet a kick.”
“Well then when she does please let me know.”
“Will do.”  Vibeke said happily and felt her hand slip from the arm rest to her stomach.

“You are probably wondering why I called you hear?”
“Should I be worried?”
The principal let out a loud laugh.

My dear…
No, not at all. I do not bring bad news at all. I was wondering when you were planning on going away for maternity leave. I have to employ a temp in your position and fast by the looks of it.”
She winked at Vibeke. But Vibeke could not help but feel like it was an insult to how big she had gotten.

“I was only thinking of leaving in my last month.”
“Really? You want to work till then?”
“Well, money is tight and I can’t really go a whole month without pay.”
“Well as long as you don’t pop that baby out in front of the children then I’m happy.”

Vibeke hesitated trying to imagine the chaos if it were to happen.

I will only be gone 2 months after the birth.”
“You know you can take more? Will family be coming down for the birth? It’s always good to have somebody around.”

“They have to come. I didn’t give them a choice.”
“Yes, being a single mother is hard but Vibeke, I know that you can handle it.”

“Thank you.” Vibeke said while sipping on her tea.

“So will Sissel also come?”
“Yes, mom and Ingvild and Maiken. They are all coming to Kristiansand for the baby. Mom’s actually already here and irritating me with advice and small facts.”

“Well it all seems in order then.”
“I already have hundreds of scarf’s and blankets that she knitted. The other day she knitted the cutest little blue wool beanie and scarf. The beanie had a tiny bubble on the head.”

“Hopefully you’ve done some knitting as well. I heard that you very much like to do so.”

Vibeke could not believe that the headmistress knew all these things about her. She definitively pulled her file.
Something felt wrong…




Sunday, June 12, 2011

Theory

I remember how it all began.
Yes
I was there
Figuratively speaking.

I watched.
Stared on as the day went by seeing the whole truth unfold in front of me.
It was a Conspiracy!
Not some random theory made up by man. No !
This was real

My heart skipped a beat that day and soon as all the others.
I too was lost.
I could not speak
I could not walk
I dared not move
I was dead

Hearing the thunderous raw of the crowd cheering them on.
Not knowing , having the faintest idea what they were doing.

My wife lost her life that day
along with our ...

I struggle to breath and for this you must excuse me. My life exists now of me being hooked up to a breathing apparatus 24/7 more like 365 / 12

Oh, and the morphine makes me forget full.

Monday, June 6, 2011

A piece I wrote for an english essay

What is corruption?
Corruption may come in various forms such as the corruption of our language (spelling through errors); politically it’s the use of powers by government officials for illegitimate private gain.
It can also be described as the loss of purity and moral principles.

Is corruption a global problem? No, it’s a global changing process.

Corruption is happening. For example in the Middle Ages, Popes lived in luxury while teaching the word of God to the poor and religious. With there jewel decorated robes and magnificent palaces, many of them would be too happy to exploit their lives of luxury as an example to the unholy. Yet, this was all for private gain and the misuse of power.
Pope Innocent VIII was guilty of fathering children but because he was holy, the people dared not question him. Pope Innocent? Ironic.

Hitler was a master of mass corruption of how one thinks and sees live. Many people can still not differentiate between what Fuehrer Hitler told them to believe and what reality is. He was in many ways just like the pope except more demanding. In the end Hitler’s corruption pushed him over the edge and there was no alternative than to commit suicide. He‘s large ego and power that he gained through corrupting 61 countries and 1.7 billion people made him daring and dead. Of course he was corrupt but somebody needed to make the mistake in order for the world to see the truth.

For many the World War II was horrible, but I see not a global problem but a process of change. Without World War I woman would not be free to work. Without World War II we would not be equal. Although the process is long. This how it should be.

It is biologically proven that the world goes through certain vases. (The season change, the tectonic plate changes and so forth.) Thought many people die and the world goes through devastating periods (earth quakes) at the end of this change the result is positive.

Do we need to fight corruption? Absolutely. With all our might. But we shall be getting nowhere if everybody was good and had high standards with good morals.

Please don't steal my essay as your own work.

The mind, body and soul

This is a poem I wrote for charity
I didn't work at it at all
It took my less than 10 minutes to write - so this is just a rough draft
It needs a lot of work

For there was once a body who had no soul
And a mind who had no body
There story goes like this
It was quiet complicated with lots of twists

Body:
I am weak
I decay
For I have no reason to exist
My body does not move
Vessel of nothingness
If only I had a soul some life to breath with me
I might just be something worth living

Mind:
I sit here alone
Intelligent but disclosed
I know all
I am all
But without touch, without feeling, without something to control
I am more worthless than any human thing

Soul:
I shall strike a deal
Only once I shall say
For it is I
The life, The love, The tranquility of worlds
I bring not power For I have no body
I bring not strength of mind For I have my own free will

But I do bring hope
That is all you need
But I do bring spirit
That is all you seek
But I do bring love
That is;
If you need it

I shall go with you Body
And face life head on
For without you
I only lay
A soul rested in the ground

I shall go with you Mind
And face life logically on
For without you
I only blabber words
Without meaning
Words
Without cause

So you see
This is the story of how no one could live alone
And I hope you understand
That without a mind, body or soul
There is nothing
Nothing of greatness
Nothing of life

So count your blessings
And just be
You still have a life to live
Others;
Not so lucky

Don’t be foolish
Be wise
Don’t be ruthless
Be kind
Don’t be a snob
Be humble

Doesn’t this make you glad?

So yeah.
Tell me what you think